Big Interview Today!

Okay, so cross your fingers I have an interview today that may work out! I'm hoping so badly they want to hire me. I realize that they probably have many options however, only about 2 minutes after I sent my resume I received a response regarding a phone interview and continued with a face to face interview.

These are good signs, I'm hoping for the best.

Also, a few things on the job front that I'm thinking about....

1. Why is it that because I don't have a job everyone gets mad when I want to spend money?

I have saved money, if I have money to spend I can spend it on whatever I want to right?

2. Another thing, I'm not sure why people want you to take the first position you're offered? Shouldn't I be able to choose a job I want? Is it possible to find a balance; while I realize that no job is perfect, after all it is a job. However, I do want to enjoy myself. Is that too much to ask?

3. Thinking down the road, D and I are going to struggle on working while having children. While I do admit that I would be bored not working the rest of my life, a full time job and children are not what I want. I'm thinking that I will convince him to see my way. I realize that children are not exactly in my immediate future but something to think about. After all, I have a lot of time to think!!!

4. It is so funny how all of sudden everyone around me has become an expert on the job hunt. Without sounding too negative, it is ironic that all around me know how to go about the job search better and quicker than myself. Tips? I don't want them; I'm the one with the Master's in Leadership and Human Resources, and you would think I know what I'm doing?

Things I'm loving right now....

Okay so I survived the whole weekend at my future mother in laws house....oh boy, being snowed in there is always a treat! Unfortunately, I wasn't aware that my errands running on Thursday would turn into roadtrip right down to D's mom's house. Lucky me, I had no extra clothes, toiletries, pajamas, etc. You know the feeling when you just want your own things?

A few things I'm loving right now....

1. My DVR; I never realized how exciting recorded nonsense programs and the house to myself is.

2. Besides my everyday crushes on Tim Daly and Mike Golic, Paul McCartney is my newest man crush! I'm totally smitten; he was on the view and his accent and singing just got me. I realize he's sixty something but there's something that is so charismatic about him. What is it about older men that is somewhat intriguing? Its not just the celebrity; they have something about them; of course I would never date above 40's, or would I?

3. Besides my newest love, I am absolutely loving that D is finally feeling better. This of course means no more Nurse E, which I'm so good.

4. I'm loving my family right now. I realize that as much as my own mother drives me crazy; she's great! She's my mother and I love her to death. Don't tell her I wrote this!

Fashion Police!

So I finally go to watch the Fashion Police Report on E! My thoughts? I pretty much agreed with all of them. The best dressed were Eva Longoria and worst was Renee Z. I totally agree with both choices! Also, I'm thinking that my elopement wedding is going to work. Yes, I realize I am counting my chickens before they hatch however, I feel that it is never too early to start planning.

I am debating on whether or not I should purchase this dress or wait and find something tea length. I want it to be casual yet chic! And I'm thinking D would be super sexy in a button down and seersucker linen pants.

I started to plan my wardrobe for our trip next week. I just got this sweater in black from Forever 21; I'm going for this look on the airplane; I just need red flats. Now onto what to wear every day. I enjoy amusement parks however, I cannot seem to get myself into wearing sneakers every day. I realize they are probably my best option. Also, because I broke my foot only 6 months ago I should definitely be careful.

I'm thinking some comfy flats might work? These are really cute but too much for Disney World. Anyone have any favorites?

Did I mention that D is sick? He has the flu...lucky us! I just hope he is better by next week, and cross your fingers he doesn't pass it on to me. He is nice enough to watch every season of the Wire while ill.

Oh, and FYI there are killer deals at Target; both online and in store. I scored a few dresses good for all seasons!

Time to watch the new episode of 90210. Later!

Things to do today....

1. Finish tiling my bathroom, start on kitchen. I'm thinking of possibly painting one wall in the kitchen with chalkboard paint. D's daughter is 3 and I think she would love this!

2. Apply to at least 10 jobs! I'm hoping that eventually I will be chosen for something!

3. Start my fashion choices for my Florida trip. Yes, that's correct I usually start planning at least 10 days in advance. This will require tanning, getting clothes out of storage and definitely extra yoga and pilates this week! My goal is to lose 5 pounds or so...this way I can eat whatever I want on my vacay!

4. Also, I am attempting to sell my television. It is a 52" SONY - in perfect condition but I would like something a tad smaller.

5. Decide what to cook for dinner. Hmmmmm....being unemployed equals chef?

6. Clean out walk-in in bedroom in order to fix closet(yes it is possible than D and I have too many clothes that we need to put new beams in to handle the heavy load.) Also, take Christmas tree down?

Whew....I have a lot to do today. Is it bad that I would rather watch my DVR'd episode of Brothers and Sisters?

Things I'm loving right now....

I'm undecided on these Marc Jacobs flats. They are much better than the horrific CROCS but similar idea. I was thinking they would be cute for the trip to Florida? I like the yellow one's.

I'm loving the fact that because I'm unemployed at the moment I become everyone's errands gal. I think people forget that finding a job is a job in itself. I guess it is nice that people trust me to help them and yes I do have extra time on my hands.

My new Blackberry is so addictive. I am obsessed with the Brickbreaker game. D and I are in competition to see who can get to the highest level. I'm currently in the lead.

Oh and speaking of silly games, has anyone tried playing the old school nintendo games with the Wii?

It is so exciting, I have now downloaded Super Mario 1 and 3; also Sonic 1 and 2 and Toe Jam and Earl. Not that I've ever been into video games however, something about them brings out the 12 year old in anyone who plays it.

I'm also loving that Kate Winslet won both Golden Globe awards last night; I just love her and she's so talented. Also, its great that Mickey Rourke won; it was like he is the underdog and he won! It was exciting; I also think that everyone looked so beautiful. There weren't too many misses; I loved Olivia Wilde and Eva Longoria. Also, I think Simon Baker looked absolutely adorable!

Lastly, I'm loving that there's snow on the ground, I have already had two cups of coffee this morning, and that my Christmas tree is still up!

Manic Monday!

Okay so the great thing of having no job at the moment is Mondays aren't so bad. However, my goal for this week is to get something at least part time until I find something full time.

I'm counting down the days until Disney World, we decided yesterday we are going to go to Universal Studios one day; not sure which park - any thoughts?

Also, I have now started receiving e-mails on the upcoming wedding I'm in. I haven't mentioned my excitement to be a bridesmaid in ANOTHER wedding. I'm still not sure to this point why people ask me, apparently I'm a perfect candidate. I know I should be honored to be asked, and am excited for D and C who have been together since we were in college, so its nice to see them finally tie the knot. The dress is Ann Taylor, supercute light blue and silver shoes. Now we are working on the bachelorette party, etc. To be continued!

7 things about me....

Since today is the seventh, and you don't know that much about me. I will share.

1. I love coffee; just plain black coffee. It can pretty much be any kind except the really bad hotel kind. I have to drink it everyday.

2. I cannot parallel park. I am lucky that I live in the suburbs however, anytime I venture into the city it is always so embarrasing. I normally park the farthest away just to avoid it. I absolutely cannot do it if there are people in my car.

3. I have one brother, who is a Marine Biologist. He works at the New England Aquarium and loves fish. Personally, I enjoy the aquarium but cannot see the fascination. I do however think its great that he's known what he's wanted to do since he was a child.

4. I secretly wish I was a model; wouldn't have to be a supermodel but the kind that lives in NYC, walks in shows for DVF and Ralph Lauren.

5. I hate my teeth; I love to smile and am always doing but secretly hate them. Maybe one day will get them fixed. Don't get me wrong; they aren't bad at all but I would love to have them perfect.

6. I don't want a wedding. This is crazy right? I'm going to crush my parent's dreams of their only daughter's white fairytale. However, I dream of eloping some place fabulous like the vineyards of California or Jamaica, and then perhaps a nice party when we return home.

7. Finally, I am so crazy in love. I have the most amazing boyfriend and he has the most amazing daughter, K. I love the both of them; even though we don't necessarily have the most convential family life I am absolutely head over heels for both him and my soon to be stepdaughter who is only 3 but I can't wait till she's a teenager and we can go shopping together.

That's it...just a little bit about me. ENJOY!

Vacation Choice....

Okay, so today we decided and went with the trip to Disney. I'm so excited!!! I'm thinking perhaps D will propose? What do you think, I mean I haven't told anyone this but why else would someone have to plan a getaway so soon right?

Well I guess I shouldn't get excited over nothing just yet.

Oh, and I redid my hair; I read online to use lemons and conditioner to get out the gray. This worked great, but was still a little gray, so I threw another box of dye in. Now it is a little dark...this is all such a guessing game. But I'm thinking it will get lighter as the week goes on, if not perhaps I should try the lemon again?

So back to the vacation, we are planning to go Thursday to Saturday in January. I am so excited to start packing. What is the weather like in January? I'll keep you posted.

A few things I'm planning to do today...

-I'm finally going to take down my christmas tree(yes I realize its late but I enjoy having it up)

-I'm going to make myself something other than toast for breakfast, perhaps french toast and bacon?

-It is my goal to apply for at least 10 new jobs today.

Things to do today...

1. Plan our vacation...

Okay, so D and are attempting to plan a vacation. We want a short getaway, he is dying to go somewhere warm however, that requires more money. We have narrowed it down to Disney World or New York City for a few days.

The Pros - DW
We already have certificates for one night hotel and 2 roundtrip tickets. Also, most likely in the 70's which equals no tan but warmer than it is here.

The Pros - NYC
This is fun, tons of shopping(even though D isn't really my ideal shopping buddy in the big city) and friends galore to visit with.

The Cons - DW
The park tickets are $$$$ however, if everything else is paid for not too bad!

The Cons - NYC
Shopping with D not my ideal shopping buddy here. Also, do I really want my relaxing vacation to be spent with friends I haven't seen in a while? This would mean lots of talking, drinking and not so much relaxation.

So, I think we are leaning towards Disney World. I'm thinking Thursday to Saturday; this will give us the relaxation and fun we are looking for...

2. I need to figure out what to do with my hair; I was dirty blonde with light highlights. I then decided I wanted to go dark(should've gone professional) and did box dye myself. Well now I have somewhat ashy gray hair.

Any suggestions? I am going to google ideas for this...

3. Make list of things needed for vacation...

4. Decide what to do with lil K as I am babysitting today. I'm thinking making sugar cookies as I received new cookie cutters for Christmas(I have a new shoe I'm dying to use) I'm thinking little red high heels? Also, we will be opening her gifts that Santa left her under the tree which she has yet to play with. I'm very excited as I love time with K!

Crazy in Blog

Okay so I've been unemployed for 2 months now, and my favorite thing to do is read blogs online....I'm almost obsessed.

So I'm going to start my own, a few questions...is anyone going to read this? Does anyone really care what I have to say?

Well, here goes nothing.

A little bit about me...I'm a 26 year old, have a great boyfriend and a lovely little condo in the suburbs of Massachusetts. I was laid off from my job a few months ago. I now spend my days job hunting, cleaning, and shopping on the internet:)

I find it interesting that people think being unemployed is fun...absolutely not at all. Yes, I was laid off however, my work chose to get rid of me. There were 5 employees and they chose me??? This does not do wonders for one's self esteem.

Also, I know have plenty of time to think about life. What do I really want to do with the rest of my life? To be honest, I think I would like to own my own company...or work from home. I guess that's probably what anyone's dream job would be...not sure. We can explore all this together....a little more about myself. I graduated from college in NC 4 years ago...have been dating D for over 3 years....I'm hoping marriage is close in the future? Also, something about me is that even though I do have every day to do nothing but think and clean, I am surprisingly lazy.

I hate to admit it but I love relaxing having my coffee in the morning; I think I could drink like 6 cups a day. I enjoy the bad tv and doing the occasional errands, etc. throughout the day.

This is it for now. More to come soon!